i think i am hating myself for doing this thing .
why did you say you want it ? AWW! i am confused now but i sure do need that talk to you . its important . i have no choice but to do this . humpff , should i be stubborn and stick on to the choice which i have decided ? or should a another chance be given . i have got to say , love do hurts people alot but love do change people too . my nightmare is happening to me and is true. ignoring , not talking to me in school . wow so this is the outcome now . i thought i have talk things out that day but actually i was making myself blinded up with the facts . truth is i have to wait . people told me before giving up , think back what made you continue living on . i continued living cos i love him . but am i suppose to give it up now ? seow ask me to dont think about anything first . text her night .
chia was making me pissed off today . but sure did made me laugh out loud . aw and tan did too . by slapping each others face . actually feeling tons btr now . seow i need to hear your voice best talker :D