how i wish i have an ice cream to cheer me up . i am feeling so down now , i cant even make myself smile now . i am not an idoit , i not a stupid person either . got scolding from teachers past few days , complaing that i was dreaming and talking to my friends . sighs . how i wish i could choose not to go school .

going to eden sch on 6 aug for some ndp thing . planning to go put with yunrong after that barh since i also got no plans currently on going anywhere .

i hate it when i have to wait for people , espcially those people who is not worth for me to wait . parents always ask us do things and we tend to say wait larh , den they will start nagging you for just saying wait .

have been acting weird today according to weien and friends . i reach school today ad i was totally talking some things which people dont understand what the hell i was talking about . weien was like giving me the look i dont know what you talking .

i have been a bad girl this few days ,scolding people behnd their backs and calling them dog . i promise from today onwards i will be a good girl . i decided to concentrate on my studies hard enough and listen to my teachers talk in case they start screaming at me for daydreaming or chit chatting again . phew !

i never expected such things would happen to me , i have been acting crazy this few days, crying in front of people , calling people names and many more. promised to change to a good girl .

i wanted a change in my life can i ? :)