i utterly lost hope into everything . you asked me to leave , that word hurts me like a thousand millions pieces of my heart just crack like that . those who does the most crying stuff wasn't you at all . crying for hours and just exchanging for that kiss for you , was it worth it ? yes cos i love you so . but didn't i expected that you ask me to leave . now saying all this stuff is useless , from what you say i knew that nothing could change the fact anymore . your filled with anger towards me . listen carefully , i didn't tell anyone about the problems at all yet . a 8 months and 12 days relationship with you made me realise many tiny little stuff people may never get to find out yet. those memories that i ever had with you were just so memorable . those times we quarrel over small matters and big matters , and how lovely we were and the walks we have to school before . although after tough months , trying my best to keep this relationship alive i manage to do it . but soon after tolerating much we eventually broke up. now we are back together again , i treasure those moments with you though . whenever you did something wrong , i would talk to you nicely telling you not to make those mistakes again but how did you ever tell me my mistakes ? by agruing with me ? scolding me ? quarreling with me ? this isn't the way . i am sorry