hey hey hey sweeties , i have been feeling happy recently and i like to smile . today started out to be a boring day . just now watch mummy bought home the movie. OMG , addictated to it so much . but the ending like crap , not nice . and i was asking dad and mum if is there a part 1 for this movie . tomorrow got some dancing stuff at jiayuan house there so gonna be kinda of busy tomorrow . watching movie harry potter with pig tomorrow :) christmas next month already , i am still thinking wad to get for piggy . wonder will uncle give us christmas present again and this time i want to get an ipod nano :) my dad went to america and he said he NEARLY buy it for me but in the end he DIDNT buy it . sucks max :@ maybe going to universal studio with cousins after camp , so i am going to get plenty of sleep once my camp is over . and auntie is going back to her hometown , so i am going to be the "new maid" for time being at home . i have to clean here and there again but luckily some times mum will be bringing me and bro to grandma house :) YAY!

take me to a ride on a hot air balloon please ? had a dream that i was going to seat on the hot air balloon and all of the sudden my dad wake me up asking if want go out have breakfast a not . i want take a ride on the hot air balloon with pig . dont forget pig , you still owe me a trip to australia to see the stars with me . woohoo :) hmm , today have MOI practice but in the end i was playing simin's itouch and even if we did practice is like fooling around there laughing and laughing .

woohoo , i am giving myself a new hope . i thought of it carefully and i think i should give myself a chance to actually change for the sake of you . :) i feel thousand times better today after getting to see geokhong and actually taking home her rubberband with me .

to pig: i will chance but time is needed .
i miss you ♥

i utterly lost hope into everything . you asked me to leave , that word hurts me like a thousand millions pieces of my heart just crack like that . those who does the most crying stuff wasn't you at all . crying for hours and just exchanging for that kiss for you , was it worth it ? yes cos i love you so . but didn't i expected that you ask me to leave . now saying all this stuff is useless , from what you say i knew that nothing could change the fact anymore . your filled with anger towards me . listen carefully , i didn't tell anyone about the problems at all yet . a 8 months and 12 days relationship with you made me realise many tiny little stuff people may never get to find out yet. those memories that i ever had with you were just so memorable . those times we quarrel over small matters and big matters , and how lovely we were and the walks we have to school before . although after tough months , trying my best to keep this relationship alive i manage to do it . but soon after tolerating much we eventually broke up. now we are back together again , i treasure those moments with you though . whenever you did something wrong , i would talk to you nicely telling you not to make those mistakes again but how did you ever tell me my mistakes ? by agruing with me ? scolding me ? quarreling with me ? this isn't the way . i am sorry

woohoo , camp was fun but tiring at times . fun was due to the games we played and how me and my platoon mates bonding together , tiring due to the amount of scolding we got . day one during camp nice espcially during night walk and the field cooking . we also make kites using trash bags and all of us failed to make the kite fly up . during field cooking , have to cook instant noodle but comparing with last year , i prefer last year field cooking more . hmm , night walk partner nicholas and i screamed at his ears 2 times . he was there complaining how pain his ears was. slept at 1 plus in the morning . day two of camp , pt was not fun at all but the water activities was fun max. during water activites we played like mad . played water bomb and benjamin keep throwing me with the water bomb . was kinda of chatty that day disturbing people all the time . campfire was nice . dress as witch and had my nails painted black in colour . but the campfire didnt end up well in the end , cleared the sch until 2 plus in the morning finally off to sleep . simin , junkeat , annchee , aiyu and me were discussing about nicholas towel which has many holes in it . next morning went home after breakfast and i got free nutella . walk to jp with aiyu , peiyi and junkeat and bus home with junkeat . many funny and unexpected stuff happened during camp . going to prepare for my upcoming MOI stuff . crossing my fingers i can pass .

Hahahaha! Blogging again :) comp crash and there is plenty of camp out there for me :( omg! Camp can't text my pig and so gonna miss him lots during camp :( nco camp was tiring and the starting of camp date happen to fall on 8 mth and pig birthday . Jvs Sjab camp starts tml and 2 weeks later is gonna be another camp ! Haven start on my moi stuff .gosh ! Left so many things undone yet and streaming results coming out soon le :). Been going out shopping wif friends to buy stuff :) I gt new pair of shoe :) smiles *

Happy birthday to melvin :) may he smile forever'

Happy 8 months with him too today :) hahaha! Love him lots'