i feel like as if i am on my bad luck today .
first during p4p kenna hit by the ball and sihan saw it :0she was asking me if am i alright . OUCH ! it was painful but of course .
second had a fight with huiru just for some dumb project and she was like complaining to the entire world like that . nevermind but who care ?
third i was so angry with huiru that when i was talking or rather complaining to darren chia about huiru i spill my water on yunrong table causing her paper to be wet .
forth was totally angry with yunrong cos she went off without me . i know she is in the hurry larh , but she this few days been neglecting me . she is always with junkeat talking and laughing over some kimchi stuff ? humpff . no offence .
wdf , so many things happen this few days. i am tired of them . can i just pick up my life from the very start again ? i am not going to touch my phone from today onwards except playing games . i have been accdicted to it , been playing it in class too . sweet

how i wish i have an ice cream to cheer me up . i am feeling so down now , i cant even make myself smile now . i am not an idoit , i not a stupid person either . got scolding from teachers past few days , complaing that i was dreaming and talking to my friends . sighs . how i wish i could choose not to go school .

going to eden sch on 6 aug for some ndp thing . planning to go put with yunrong after that barh since i also got no plans currently on going anywhere .

i hate it when i have to wait for people , espcially those people who is not worth for me to wait . parents always ask us do things and we tend to say wait larh , den they will start nagging you for just saying wait .

have been acting weird today according to weien and friends . i reach school today ad i was totally talking some things which people dont understand what the hell i was talking about . weien was like giving me the look i dont know what you talking .

i have been a bad girl this few days ,scolding people behnd their backs and calling them dog . i promise from today onwards i will be a good girl . i decided to concentrate on my studies hard enough and listen to my teachers talk in case they start screaming at me for daydreaming or chit chatting again . phew !

i never expected such things would happen to me , i have been acting crazy this few days, crying in front of people , calling people names and many more. promised to change to a good girl .

i wanted a change in my life can i ? :)

well , today was touched by the big card given by 20 people :D ohhs .
baoxin and friends gave me a carebear (rainbow)
baby gave me a watch for my birthday , just what i need :D
bought cotton on shorts today after school .
baoxin , weixuan, yunrong and junkeat , not forgetting baby come my house .
ate maggie mee . opps so cheap .
baby left earlier today , then watched tv with them lorhh :D
MONKEYS ! woohoo :D
mummy was shock when she come home .

bought necklace with yunrong . best friend necklace :D 17 bucks bought at diva de shop there today after school . went back to sch for maths thing . WDH . oh yaa . saw this shirt with printing on it which goes like this "OMG WTF " i want that shirt hard . LOLS. after that went to weihao hse to pass him his book with baby . den bus home with baby . stupid pig , i am still waiting for ur msg . talking to baby now . (L)

aww, missing baby now lots . have loads of fun when he came just now , played phone together , have lunch together and played the computer :D tsk tsk . geokhong came after that to do project . my brother was like asking me when is your boyfriend going home ? wdf . and he even said you brought ur boyfriend home . stupid brother . have to stay back tml for maths .sighs .

hey hey :D at geokhong hme now . went home just now with bi , laiyeng and geokhong . who knows when i reach home the door is locked . nobody home lorhhs wasted the trip . so took bus to geokhong house to do project. i just dont know why people is either caring for you or just wanting to be some kpos there ? :D TSK

head pain today . went for tution in the morning and miss this morning briefing for sjab stuff . parents this morning nag nag me again cos i just gif attitude . wdh , is like not my fault lorhhs who ask my brother go use the toilet so long den dont wan come out . tml morning meeting baby in the morning walking to school with him again :D talking on phone with baby now :D

HEY ! omg i am so totally in love with korean songs all of the sudden . i just keep listening to them where ever i go :D i learnt to take things slowly , not to rush things any longer . chatting with baby on the phone today . HE SUPER CUTE ( baby , i purposey put big big for you see ) . things gone back to normal , having to love him is what i only wanted to do :B

hey hey im back :D
did noticeboard today with bi and yunrong, kinda slacking there talking to bi . haiyoh , then change to full u ltr on . gave bi a hug before going to change :D meet him after sjab , pei me wait for dad and mum . till here

RANDOM PICTURE .

are you still angry ? so that is actually how you feel . OHHS . i should have know them , i should not have hug junkeat . anyways , junkeat is angry with me and yunrong for pangsei him . WDH . yunrong remember what i told you today ? photos with yunrong today at marina barrage (Y) . played angry bird and tap tap with her , kinda of like bonding even better relationship with her , and got kinda high in class today . OMG :0

well , i guess i should not have done those in the first place . i regretted it .
i wanted you more than anyone else , you are the one i wanted.
those hurt and pain really kills me just because you are ignoring me now .
i tried to apologise but you still seems to be sad .
people say you are stress , i shall give you the time to think.
i am willing to give up everything just for you .
i just want to see you smile and hear your laughter and i rather be the bad person .
i miss your everything .
your smile , your laughter , your jokes , your hug , your love , your sweettalk .
almost everything i could thought of .
if i am given one last chance i make sure i cherish you more than anyone.
i'm sorry melvin .

well kinda boring in school, tio detention just for some funny reasons .
i tried to hate you but in the end i love you even more;
i tried to hate yellow and pink but i love them even more now ;
i tried to avoid you but i keep coming closer to you ;
i tired to do everything to hate stars but i just love them like the way i love you ;
i am willing to count a million bright shinly stars just for you .

well, i tink that maybe she have changed (into a better person i mean ) . i have decided to forgive her , remembering those times spending with her make me wanna forgive her and making me wanna talk to her again . ytd after fitness run went to JP with bi , yunrong and ralph . double dates are cool (Y) kinda missing bi currently D: actually bi , i wasnt angry with you ytd . nevermind but at least you have the thoughts to msg me asking me not to get angry. opps didnt call bi to tell hym parents are home cant call him . sorry ? maybe later try to call hym barhhs before going to sleep . three more awesome days for my fourth month with bi :D love him lots (L) tml having tution again . planning to go shopping with mum tml to buy clothes well , wondering will she allow ? till here :D