That smile

Wednesday, September 29, 2010



came sch with him this morning :) playing tap tap revenge today under table :D suppose have prize giving today in the end never lorh . planning to go home with him today but end up never . (sucks max) i just feel maybe kinda neglected . may i know how much is your time so that i can buy them and i can have you all by myself ? i want you to spent time with me like how you did on monday . that was the best time i ever had with you . whenever i have to wait for your text is seems a million year .

today seeing you playing bball , you were happy . maybe that is how your life should be . seeing you having fun is all i want to see you having .

recess finally spend time with annchee :D been gaga over katy perry this few days :D KATY PERRY ROCKS :D

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

did you appriciate it? i have lost faith and trust in everything. i dont dare to set hopes high. i tried my best already. well, stayed back after school to wait for him. chat with ann chee while waiting.why guys are so problematic?always let girls upset cos od some broken promises . went to0 find YR after tat.went back to class and jia yuan is bullying me again. been talking back to her lately. :D took bus with him home. planning buy lots of sweet and stuff this few days ? saving money to buy them. i want pink pencil case pink pens pink highlighters pink bag pink shoes and pink clothes :]

Monday, September 27, 2010

hi ♥
spending my day with some pig and played with eeyore.planning go buy sticky sweet with geokhong and friends :D

Saturday, September 25, 2010

i lost my temper at her cos i was damn sad and moody at that time . sorry geokhong .
i am disappointed in everything today . setting too high hopes in everything i do today including this and that . dar dar(ann chee) and aiyu was luckily there with me to make sure the tears wouldnt drop . but eventually . . . have double quater pounder meal (upsize) and by the time we all finish we were like so damn FULL . me and dar dar was like drinking the water while listening to sir talking . well, dar dar went with me to popular to buy some things then she sent me to the bus stop . got home and mum was scolding and acuse me of some things . i didnt even do it can ? she tot wad i took bus with some guy ? i went home alone loh . den go take my phone again just cos i didnt pick her call . maybe going oversea this year or maybe not unless maid is going back home for 2 weeks den can go hoilday :D
p.s thank you ann chee for geing with me today making me laugh when i am feeling teribble :) HUGS

Friday, September 24, 2010

i WILL win tomorrow !
meeting baby tml after comp :D
soend time with him lately and been laughing lots . i am finally not faking a smile :D

Wednesday, September 22, 2010



happy memories with her and her and her :) been bonding time lately with ann chee lots and shared tons and tons of secret with her and lihui . both of them lent me their ears when i ned them (yunrong also lahh!)thought i lost my NYAA booklet but luckily found them after 30 mintues or so :DD SUCKS ! saturday is the day . i need you encouragment , will you give me before i go for it ? (crossing my fingers hoping you will ) . everything is worth it .

Tuesday, September 21, 2010



celebrated lihui and simin birthday today at my house :) played with cream on simin and lihui and end up getting the entire living room dirty and creamy . took much photo today . smiles much :D learning to stand strong on my foot and i will . why are girls this few days being called lesbian ? TEEHEEE

Saturday, September 18, 2010

anderson ice cream with yunrong and geokhong yesterday . yummy :) i regretted not saying goodbye face to face to you. been a boring day today doing my usual stuff nothing special . well, celebrating cousin birthday later on and going out to play candles later :)
been playing with annchee lately , calling each other mushy names :D got back results and it sucks max . failed my english.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

hey you , i am tired of this way . i am speechless about how you are now . does it matter to me that much now ?
i am happy in everyway this few days , laughing and going shopping with my friends . self entertainment was the thing i do this few days so that i can make myself laugh and not bother about stuff . laughing was then my only medicine . been close to annchee and friends this few days making lots of stupid and funny acts which make me laugh non stop . did i rely on you too much ? did i thought that only you are the one in my world which makes things prefect ? was i wrong ?
been reading the last song story , if my life was like her i loved it . he did everything for her .

Saturday, September 11, 2010

hey :) bringing smiles this few days and been a good girl . never talk back to dad and mum this few days . been laughing with my friends this few days over some funny stuff made . making high pitched noises with friends , laughing over some jokes and expression of people when they heard some things which are shocking .
jiayuan ah jiayuan always playing with me during tution :) LOLS!
meeting bi on monday morning :)
omg! i want to go to the beach and take many many pictures with you and you and you , and i want to go cycling with you and you and you :)
when will you bring me to the beach with you to take a stroll along the water and building sandcastles with me ?

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

why cant everything goes well for this thing ? asking me not to care . did i ever say i dont want to care for you ? nope .
i am tired , please i need a break why cant everything be back to where it used to be in the past ? from the day i ever first met you , so that i can understand things more . is real hurt when i am being treated differently from the way in the past . why am i the one end up always blaming myself .
maths lesson today bored max . seat with laiyeng but instead of chit chatting i am studying and listening to her lesson . pinching my bread and studying together :) after that cher ask us stay till 1 but everyone was like HUH ?!
teacher: can stay back till 1 pm ?
everyone: NO ~~~!
teacher: a while only lah i finish this one can go le just 15 mins .
everyone : HUH~~~!
everyone reacted the same way . LOLS! SJAB that time was like laughing out max with geokhong :) TEE HEE !
p.s just do the way you want .

Monday, September 6, 2010


the old times with them :) just like little kids that time drawing on the walls .
6 months today with baby ♥ going out with him later on .
still got d&t lesson later , bored max . three hours .
ytd agi stand for so long until back so painful after that simin , annchee , lihui , weien , sihan , geokhong come my hse have dinner until so late den go home . thy still want to have sushi for dinner but end up eating kfc . LOLS! we wait for one taxi like wait for a million years for a taxi end up daddy bring us to my hse . 7 people squeezing in a car . is like OMG! friends were laughing loud cos weien was stuck bewteen simin and annchee.

Saturday, September 4, 2010


having sjab tml planning to meet simin in the afternoon den go together . was i very fierce yesterday when i am having cca ? cos bi say so . omg! have loads of stuff to do during the hoilday everyday need to go back school . time flies so fast . everything happen so fast .bi has been making me laugh this few days :) heart heart. monday meeting him . planning to go out with him after school .
p.s JIAYUAN DONT KNOW WAD IS LEFT OR RIGHT :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

i am trying to smile everyday even it means to fake a smile in front of everyone . why cant things goes smoothly for me ? i just one a happy time with you what . well , been texting yunrong talking about some stuffs . and simin been there bugging me about some letter to let her see . :)